don't know for what?

From the deep in my heart, from the oceans apart,
I am still missing you, but I don’t know for what?
Tossed & turned in the pain,
Cried alone in the rain,
Ran behind your shadows,
In the lone crimson night,
but I don’t know for what?
I am still missing you, but I don’t know for what?
You came in my dream,
Made my love to redeem,
I felt your heartbeats,
Touched your lips with my lips,
Now I am breathing alive,
But I don’t know for what?
I am still missing you, but I don’t know for what?
I tried to forget,
tried not to regret,
For the love that I did,
For the love you betrayed,
But I don’t know for what?
I am still missing you, but I don’t know for what?