bad & boorish(i am bad extreme)

I am suspicious, i am mysterious,

Albeit steady but seems to be precarious,

No etiquettes & courtesy is ridiculous,

Pan-public prologue but unanimous,

Curiosity arouse in your mind, orchestrated to instigate,

Ample strive from wits yet distant from culminate,

Craving for a nascent panorama of immense delusion,

Piously goad to endorse in the abyss of confusion,

Don’t punch your fist in the air like scoff mendicant,

Coz hailing of secretes may obliterate your existence,

Just use your prudence don't act like optimistic,

Coz my maxim is an enigma for morons & rustic,

Else your smattered parody of truth will amuse the mirror,

& immanent agony will evoke colossal fear,

So don't transcend you inhibition to be an accomplice,

Coz you already know that "I am BAD & BOORISH"

i want back!!!

I want my days back, i want those insomniac nights back,
I want that time back, i want my life back,
Come with the optimistic ray of elated morrow,
And take away this colossal cloud of sorrow,
Else take back the memories of past,
It’s really suffocating and killing me out,
I know there is no way to express what I want,
I wish I could ever show you the wounds of my heart,
Don’t know why can’t you see my tears,
I guess you don’t need me coz your life is full of cheer
But one day you will miss someone & I will be that,
Then you will want me back, you will want my love back…..

Expectations....

Expectations of infinite desires, Expectations of endless dreams
Expectations of flying high & going beyond the limits
Expectations from life & luck, Expectations from god & all its stuff
Expectations of frost from burning sun, Expectations of warmth from frozen moon’s light
Expectations of dreaming dark from chilling day, Expectations of perky day from crimson night
Expectations of painless grief from sorrow, Expectations of delight from every morrow
Expectations from mistakes for mercy, Expectations from truth for courtesy
Expectations from crowded roads for loneliness, Expectations from mob for togetherness
Expectations of ease from way, Expectations of swift from destiny
I expect care from you but you expect share from me
I stay in your heart yet oblivious from you, you are running in my soul still unaware from me
Sailing the same boat & following the same ray, but still we stride in different way
it happens coz we expects in relation, though love is life but foremost is expectation
& it’s unsurprisingly our nature coz we human are god’s creature
Who gave us life to flip,but always expecting prostration in Worship……………