Thursday, August 25, 2011

7 days of my ruined love story...


7 DAYS OF MY RUINED LOVE STORY

its late night and i am scared from the darkness of lonliness..

so i have started to write a story to avoid fearfulness...

its not any alien fantasy but based on the notion of reality..

its the excursion of SEVEN unforgettable DAYS of my RUINED "love story"...

(DAY-1)

It was almost half a year passed away with you..

but that day i met a girl i never knew...

it was the day first time i fallen in your love..

felt that you are the one whom my eyes were in search of...

(DAY-2)

A bright sunny morning when we met in the street..

it was your B'DAY dear but you never gave that treat:-))

but was never less than that when you bit off a chunk of chocolate..

and after touching your lips the rest was under my teeth...

(DAY-3)

it was a mystic evening when we had fun outside..

i was sitting under the SHADOW of tree and you were beside...

we talked about the things we always used to..

but whenever i tried to read your face you turned away your eyes...

(DAY-4)

again an evening but was out of phase from other days..

because you appeared different in the DRESS...which i gave...

and you blessed that moment with the aroma of your soulful love..

when me and you were walking together on a lonely way...

(DAY-5)

The night came when you aware of that i am your WISH..

and the day witnessed our first confess of love face to face...

it was the first time i held your hand and CLASPED you in my ARMS..

and that feeling is still alive even though that moment was very less...

(DAY-6)

then there was a day when dream came true from ashes of ruined love of mine..

you were with me alone but for the LAST TIME....

we

EMBRACED,

HUGED,

KISSED each other and loved the way i was always wondering..

although it feeled heavenly but was noting more than a CRIME...

(DAY-7)

but ALMIGHTY did't accepted the climax so pleasantly..

and we were AGAIN together but this time unfortunately...

you came to decide that YOU WANT TO BE WITH ME forever..

but all ENDED uP with GRIEF of separation for lifelong journey:-((

thus you proved my love was a sin and it was fake...

and even if life is a race....i was always too late....

although the love has't last to the happy ending but the STORY is all OVER...

and its a new morning so i have to start my journy again like a ROVER.....

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

unreaL pain..............


once again i m alone,n my wound has started 2 moan..........

my heartbeat is vibrating n it's echo is healing through my axon,


n i m unable to conceal dis pain even if its beneath my range...

why i m feeling lonely,when nobody is there 2 b my soulmate???


this akward feeling always creates inconvenience in my mind..

n cause me 2 imagine beyond d range inside which my perception is bind..


now i hv strode off in pursue of intuitively plausible answers...

probably its inadequency of dat loomed love which i used 2 dreamed of...


still why i m drifting in the fond of dis unreal affection??

has my mind gone numb due to this imaginative seduction???


wl i ever b able to surpass this emmanent grief???

or i wl always b wandering in search of felicity as a geek???

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

absolution.......................



"Now i m aware". . .
reality is dichotomy of imagination. . . .


"but i am where?". . .
in this galaxy or in any unreal situation?. . . .


"just take a look here". . .
what are you feeling about me by your perception?. . . .


"don't you want to share?". . .
but why is it more worse than your expectation?. . . .


"hold on. .don't feel scare". . .
you are not convicted for it,you have got absolution. . . .


"but now i need spare". . .
because its not the ending its just inception. . . . .

worry.......


I m complety lost. . . .my dear,
nthng left inside me. . . barring a fear. . . .

How wl u survive when hope is feeble. . . .??
By this imagination. . .my heartbeat just cripple. . .

Wl ur smile evr blossom as it was wid me. . .??
or it wl dissapear in making others happy. .???

Wl evr my wish 4 u b true. . . . .??
N till when my prayer wl bless u in dis journey. . ??

I hv nvr worried abt happiness of mine. . . .
Bt how wl i let u go when u r crying. . . .??

U r feeling guilty 4 wat u did wid me. . .bt its nt ur mistake. .
It was me who reached to U quite late. . . . . .

Don't cry 4 me dear. .i wl manage it 4 U. . . .
Coz my lv is alwys urs n it wl nvr change bt alwys gaze 4 U. . . . .