i m bad.....

Yeah . . . .i m back again . . . . .

and i hv gone bad again. . . . . .

Perhaps more worse than i was evr before. . .

N this time my harshness is even more pure . .

Its soaked in d mystic aroma of selfishness . . .

N my soul n divine hv burnt in my cruelness. .

No space left for fake realities like kindness n love. .

Just murdured those feelings to go far n above. . .

now each n every stride aims towards d perfection. . .

N it can't b divorted by any seduction. . .

Its d begining of a bright sinister story. . . .

N its d only way,i can persuit my lost glory. . . . . . . .

you n me....but nvr we........

its d same night as it was always before.......

same stars.....shining in the sky.......

with the same moon light reflecting from d seashore......

n d same air flowing though d earth's core.....

but this time its so hard to breathe.......

don't know why?but its too suffocating indeed........

time seems to b stoped here......

n d paths seems to go no where.....

its d time.....i m feeling loneliness.......

n caught with d fear of crimson darkness.......

fear.....how i wl sustain this breathless time..

wl i ever b able to hide d memories under d grime.......

memories...of d past which heals me again n again.....

n everytime it comes with lot more pain.......

pain....that U r no more with me...U have passed by.....

but still why there exist more U inside me than I.....??????

no choice .............................

want 2 forget U,,,,,bt how cn I ?
If u alwys stay in my eye. . . . .

want 2 close them forevr,bt i can't. . . . .
coz i knw,,,dat. . . . . . u don't want....

I m in ur heart,bt in ur life. . .exist else. . .
n can't do anythng coz i m helpless. . . .

each n evry desire scares to fly. . . . .^^
nt a single hope dare 2 stay alive. . .

no choice is left 4 me,still i hv to decide. . .
wat i want my happiness or 2 prove. . . u r right??